"What is mankind that you make so much of them, that you give them so much attention, that you examine them every morning and test them every moment?" (Job 7:17-18)
Job turns from the friends to God and complains directly. His life is like that of a hired labourer. Months of futility are assigned to him. He lies in bed thinking: when will it be morning? His skin breaks open and festers. He cries out: remember that my life is but a breath. My eyes will never see good again. Then the bitter inversion of Psalm 8: what is mankind that you make so much of them, that you give them so much attention, that you examine them every morning and test them every moment? Why have you made me your target? Am I a burden to you? Why do you not pardon my offenses?
Job inverts the great Psalm 8 question - instead of what is mankind that you are mindful of them, he asks why God's attention feels like persecution. The Catechism identifies this as legitimate anguished prayer: the faith that addresses God with complete honesty about its experience, even when that experience contradicts comforting theology (CCC 2577).
Brothers and sisters, Job turned from complaining to his friends and complained directly to God instead. This is the right direction. The anguish addressed to God in prayer, however raw, is still addressed to God - it is still relationship. The prayer that argues with God is more faithful than the complaint that only talks about God to bystanders.
Lord God, receive our most desperate questions. When your attention feels like examination and your scrutiny like persecution, we still address you directly. Through Christ our Lord. Amen.