"Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom." (Psalm 90:12)
Psalm 90, attributed to Moses and the oldest psalm in the Psalter, opens with a confession of God's eternity and a meditation on human transience. Before the mountains were born or you brought forth the whole world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God. Against this backdrop of infinite divine duration, human life is depicted with unflinching brevity: a thousand years in God's sight are like a watch in the night, like new grass that sprouts in the morning and by evening is dry and withered. We live seventy years, perhaps eighty if strong, and even the best of them contain trouble and sorrow. The comparison is not pessimistic. It is realistic, and it is designed to produce wisdom.
The prayer that emerges from this meditation is one of the most important in Scripture: Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom. The numbering of days is not morbidity. It is the practice of living in the light of eternity, of making choices proportionate to the real weight of things. The Catechism calls this memento mori, the remembrance of death, not as despair but as the clarifying lens through which the truly important becomes visible (CCC 1014). St. Benedict made it the first instrument of good works: keep death daily before your eyes.
Brothers and sisters, how many days do you have left? You do not know. That is exactly the point. The teaching of Psalm 90 is not to be afraid of the unknown but to live today as though it matters, because it does. Number this day. What is worth doing with it? What is worth leaving undone? Let the answer to those questions be shaped by the God who is from everlasting to everlasting.
Lord God, from everlasting to everlasting you are God. We are the grass of the morning, withered by evening. Teach us to number our days and give us a heart of wisdom. Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days. Through Christ our Lord. Amen.