"I will boast of the things that show my weakness." (2 Corinthians 11:30)
Paul engages in what he calls foolish boasting, forced on him by the false apostles who have infiltrated the Corinthian community. He is jealous for them with a godly jealousy: he presented them as a pure virgin to Christ, and he fears they may be led astray from sincere devotion to Christ as Eve was deceived by the serpent. For if someone comes and preaches a Jesus other than the Jesus Paul preached, or a different spirit or a different Gospel, the Corinthians put up with it easily enough. The false apostles disguise themselves as apostles of Christ, as Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising that his servants also masquerade as servants of righteousness. The Catechism cites this passage in its treatment of discernment of spirits: not every spiritual experience or claimed authority is from God, and the community must test what it receives against the Gospel it first received (CCC 2847).
Are the false apostles servants of Christ? Paul speaks as a fool: he is more so. In greater labours, more imprisonments, more beatings, countless times near death. Five times he received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. Three times beaten with rods. Once stoned. Three times shipwrecked, spending a night and day in the open sea. Constantly on the move, in danger from rivers, bandits, his own people, Gentiles, the city, the country, the sea, false brothers. He has laboured and toiled and often gone without sleep, known hunger and thirst and cold and nakedness. And apart from all this, the daily pressure of his concern for all the churches. Who is led into sin and he does not inwardly burn? If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness.
The catalogue is not self-pity but argument. The apostle whose credentials are suffering is more credible than the apostle whose credentials are eloquence and social success. The pattern of the Cross is the authentication of genuine ministry. The Catechism identifies the marks of the apostolic ministry as inseparable from the willingness to bear the cross (CCC 852).
Brothers and sisters, Paul boasts in his weakness because his weakness is the proof that the power is God's. When was the last time your weakness became a testimony? Not a source of shame to be hidden but a form of boasting that points to the sufficiency of Christ? The sufferings you have endured are apostolic credentials if you allow them to be. Do not waste your weakness.
Lord God, give us Paul's courage to boast in our weakness rather than hiding it. Let our sufferings be the proof that the power is yours and not ours. Guard us from false apostles who present a gospel of comfort without a cross. Through Christ our Lord. Amen.